I do nothing here anymore. I've been in a slump for ages now and from how it seems, this will continue for ages and I don't even know can I even call myself an artist tbh? I want to paint sososo badly, and I can't. Anything I do looks rotten and wrong and I can't get over it and it makes me depressed because I see so much pretty art and I can't get better, I can't paint what I want, I can't get into it and with DA changing completely I don't even have that little corner of the internets to go to so I can make myself feel better in regards to artistic ability because everyone is better than me and there are almost no people here who I liked and I miss it, I miss this community. But hey I am not leaving I am still here even though sometimes it seems that I am gone completely. Until next time, stay lovely my friends, maybe times will get better and I will be happier and more productive. Much luv, Ivana. -
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I do nothing here anymore. I've been in a slump for ages now and from how it seems, this will continue for ages and I don't even know can I even call myself an artist tbh? I want to paint sososo badly, and I can't. Anything I do looks rotten and wrong and I can't get over it and it makes me depressed because I see so much pretty art and I can't get better, I can't paint what I want, I can't get into it and with DA changing completely I don't even have that little corner of the internets to go to so I can make myself feel better in regards to artistic ability because everyone is better than me and there are almost no people here who I liked and I miss it, I miss this community. But hey I am not leaving I am still here even though sometimes it seems that I am gone completely. Until next time, stay lovely my friends, maybe times will get better and I will be happier and more productive. Much luv, Ivana. -
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What to do when you have no idea where to go or how to achieve that your life actually makes you happy to be living it? I have a feeling that I lost the manual on how to do that.
~ Beautiful art ~
What to do... + pretty art you need to see
Lately I've been thinking a lot about myself, about what I want for me, how to achieve it and what would make me happy in a long run... But somehow it always comes to things that I can't obtain or can't really go for them. Do you ever find yourself stuck in a rut, unable to run away from everything that makes you sad at times, so sad that you lay awake at night unable to function, unable to find the solution on how to fix some things?
Sometimes I get really grumpy and then I feel worthless, I can't do art, I can't run away from my dead-end job because I made some bad choices in my life and now I am paying for that, and it is taking its toll
-drabbles-
you lay in your bed and you can't open your eyes because the dream you had felt so alive that you can feel and taste its ethereal sense and you cry and it feels like your heart is going to jump from your chest, but then you get up and it all feels distant and fuzzy and you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders
you laugh and then you choke because it feels wrong and the tears come rushing down your cheeks and you hear the sound of your blood pumping and your veins feel like motorways but all you want is to feel happy but sometimes you don't let yourself do that
you miss the stuff you had before and then you never want to com
-gold-
Hello lovelies, how have you been? Shout out to people who actually still watch me on here. I know I've been really quiet for the longest time but I am trying to get back into it. Hopefully this will happen. So yes, if you care about this, hello and how are things going for you?
~Stand on up and take a bow
There's something there, and it's showing
There's no need to look around
You're the best we've got going
Shout out to the dreams you'll chase
Shout out to the hearts you'll break
Nothing's gonna stop you now
I guess you better be goin'
You'll never be far, I'm keeping you near
Inside of my heart, you're here
Go on, it's gotta be
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It's been a long time since my last one, but I know what a creative slump feels like.... I hope you manage to pull youself out of it, since you are good, whatever you think right now! It may seem like all the old dA regs're gone, but some of us are still here, lurking in the shadows. t